Only 9 Days are left of my internship and some few days more in SVYASA. I will also go to the Art of Living Ashram, visit my friend Eman. I will not say goodbye, I think I will come back in some time again, but it will take a long time maybe. I am thinking now about the time how everything began, when I was getting fired to come here... it funny how the point of few is keep on changing. Now my path goes back to germany for 1 month, than to Dharamshala, to Hari Yoga. Again I will let go people and new people will come into my life, again I will learn many things about life and spirituallity. It is not always comfortable to go the right path, but the feeling I am doing the right thing is there. Even if my family don`t have faith, I do have it. What I learned now is to have faith. Everything what happen in our life is to learn and to get rid of Karmic releations which are holding us in the circle of life I believe. I will keep on changing and still be the same. My desires are keep on changing, my way to look on life is changing, the way I think about Love and how I love is changing. I want to accept more things in life as they are, every situation and peoples behavior. For emotional people like me not easy, but when we reflect ourself more, it can give a great feeling of freedom and blow up negative feelings. We can even reflect our behavior with others, or just others without judgement. To understand eachothers behavior and accept it can be the key to peace. I speak about inner peace wich also leads to peace in the world. We need to begin with us, which is challenging but our responsibillity if we don`t won`t to live in ignorance.Love is not something that you do.
What I try to realize now as my next step is to experiance what Sadhguru & other Gurus are teaching. "Love is something that you are. Either you can use somebody as a support to make yourself loving or you can simply become loving. After all, it is not somebody else’s quality, it is your quality. You are using the other person as a key to open this up. But you can also open it up from inside without the help of the other person. Then it is definitely more enduring because when you open it with the other person’s help – nobody on this planet is 100% reliable. If you are trying to extract joy, love and pleasantness out of somebody, this is going to be disastrous for both the people. I am not saying it is better to live alone. I am saying the way you are should be determined by you. If this is so and you are here to share your love with people, if you are feeling wonderful and you want to share this with somebody, then it will be very beautiful."
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