Only 9 Days are left of my internship and some few days more in SVYASA. I will also go to the Art of Living Ashram, visit my friend Eman. I will not say goodbye, I think I will come back in some time again, but it will take a long time maybe. I am thinking now about the time how everything began, when I was getting fired to come here... it funny how the point of few is keep on changing. Now my path goes back to germany for 1 month, than to Dharamshala, to Hari Yoga. Again I will let go people and new people will come into my life, again I will learn many things about life and spirituallity. It is not always comfortable to go the right path, but the feeling I am doing the right thing is there. Even if my family don`t have faith, I do have it. What I learned now is to have faith. Everything what happen in our life is to learn and to get rid of Karmic releations which are holding us in the circle of life I believe. I will keep on changing and still be the same. My desires are keep on changing, my way to look on life is changing, the way I think about Love and how I love is changing. I want to accept more things in life as they are, every situation and peoples behavior. For emotional people like me not easy, but when we reflect ourself more, it can give a great feeling of freedom and blow up negative feelings. We can even reflect our behavior with others, or just others without judgement. To understand eachothers behavior and accept it can be the key to peace. I speak about inner peace wich also leads to peace in the world. We need to begin with us, which is challenging but our responsibillity if we don`t won`t to live in ignorance.Love is not something that you do.
What I try to realize now as my next step is to experiance what Sadhguru & other Gurus are teaching. "Love is something that you are. Either you can use somebody as a support to make yourself loving or you can simply become loving. After all, it is not somebody else’s quality, it is your quality. You are using the other person as a key to open this up. But you can also open it up from inside without the help of the other person. Then it is definitely more enduring because when you open it with the other person’s help – nobody on this planet is 100% reliable. If you are trying to extract joy, love and pleasantness out of somebody, this is going to be disastrous for both the people. I am not saying it is better to live alone. I am saying the way you are should be determined by you. If this is so and you are here to share your love with people, if you are feeling wonderful and you want to share this with somebody, then it will be very beautiful."
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Namaste beautiful souls! I don`t know if it is my age or the feeling to be alone in a different world, but my longing for a soulpartner, a partner for real unconditional love on both sides is growing. I went to the most beautiful places, I shared my happiness and experiance with my beloved friends, but to know, this people will be only for some time in my life makes me feeling that I am not completely enjoying. I want to share my advantures with someone who can feel the divine path like me and go this way with me together, grow with me together and where a exchange of all this is taking place. I am not a religious person, but I believe in god beyond religion and pray that I will see who is this wonderful soul, hopefully soon. :o) "When a man and wife are united as true soul mates they will be one flesh, they will act in harmony and unison in body, mind, and soul; their souls will not act with different ideals, but as two bodies, two minds, two souls, with one ideal" http://www.yogananda.com.au/g/g_soulmates.html 12th and 13th Muhammad and me went to YSS retreat in Mysore and I learned my Gurujis techniques more intense. Also I could meet my friend Cem and cleared our missunderstanding we had last time. It was great! Than I went with Muhammad to Goa, spend there 1 week time with relaxing, Yoga at the beach and meeting my friend Pankaj who I met there last time with Nagaraj. We had a very nice time and I could even give a Yoga class to a group of 6 people. 19th of May I went than from Mysore to Gokarna with Muhammad, that was funny, actually we went by train and missed our station first, because nobody is anouncing it in the train and we couldn`t see any name also at the stations. We spend a night than 40km ahead somewhere and went to Gokarna next day. Morning we arrived Gokarna save and had time to check a good cottage. We found at kudle beach for 250inr and a cute cottage with some hippies around, who told us to join them at paradies beach. That was a great experiance too. This beach have no accomodation, you need a tent or something like this. I made a tent with our mosquito net from our cottage and a bed with sand, palm leaves and a blanked on top. Night we made a camp fire, shower we took with water from awell and food we had around andfrom the nearby village. It was great to live so simple closewith the nature. And first time in my life I could see glowingplankton there in the water. The ocean is glowing with every movement in the water, it is so much beautiful, my heart was full in bliss at this moment. I am really really blessed to experiance all this!!! Now I am sure that I am still on my right way, because everything is going smooth and all the spirits are supporting my way. I can see God in everything now, I learned to see with my heart. This feeling is so strong and joyful. I see that also God is emotional, we can see this in the varieties of the weather, the wind, sun and rain and especially in the oceans waves. We can see his streghth in the mountains, the rocks and God`s beauty in all the natures perfect beauty. Also the weather shows us that he cares about the world, all the world need for existence is given. But sometimes we don`t realise it, because he let us go through tough situation, to teach and form us. To show that still everything is still possible and that also we have to take care and do our duty to this life. He takes care about us and made our heart beating, our loungs breathing and our blood flowing to all our venes without that we need any efford. God is very creative, he is an artist, look at all this creatures on earth. I know God loves people on his path, I see this in my life now. It is so soothing...
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