The funny thing is it is always different as expected. First I thought I can practise in the morning yoga and meditate in the evening when Mia is sleeping. This might work if you have nothing else to do. But for me it looks now different. I do from 9 or 10, dependent when my baby is asleep my work. I answer for Shree Hari Yoga emails, and then I am looking for an new apartment in Berlin, what is not easy and do other things..mostly until 12 in the night. After all my work I fall so tired in my bed. Mia want all 2-3 hours that I breast feed her, so I also have no constant sleep. around 7 -8 she awakes. Imagine how much sleep I have. My brother even suggest me to wake up earlier and do my work then..but this won't work, I am sure because of no constant sleeping, anyway I am super tired morning... :-p That is also the reason why Yoga in the morning is very hard...also when your baby constantly comes and want into your arm and lifted etc. :-D... I don't know how some moms are able to do this, respect! Only if I had a good sleep night I am able to do this. So maybe once or twice a month I do my sadana now. I never thought I will be like this..but I hope the time will come soon when it will be better. Also when I really adore my baby and love her like nothing else, I need my time too. But I am also enjoying this very close time with her and spend my time and love her as much I can. This is my Bhakti and Karma Yoga. :) With 6 month she learnt now to wave to others and say "tata" and she is crawling and climbing and standing on things...wow..so nice to see how she grows! <3
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5 month are already over, and nothing of my expectations happened. One side good, at the other hand I feel I have wasted time here in Gokarna. |
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