At the end of November I went with Nagaraj to Goa. He don`t earn much here, so I paid everything for us because I wanted so badly to do this beach Yoga Clip with him. He is awesome in Asanas! We had a nice week in Goa, I came to know more about him and also again more about indians. He is from a village and also traditional. Our thinking is very different, sometimes I even don`t expect this difference... I can`t explain... its just that I am so much more open and have this "I don`t mind" attitude where indians often get shy... But I made some good contacts and got also Job offers. I will return there in March and check it out. :o) Really, Goa is not like the rest of india. It is a crazy party area, but also hidden i found good & calm places for yoga. Everything you want you get and many internationals, many Israelis and Russians. Its a drug place, a crazy place... but there are also good and calm places in between. ;-) I also did my Volunteer teacher training program, or pre-teacher training program in Art of Living. It was very similar to DSN but longer and more active. I got new friends, like Zeba. A half american, half indian lady from California. I will go there now also in some time. :) It was realy good, but the tasks are very strange & hard for people who don`t believe that money & spirituality are too much connected… Anyway, I made good experience with AOL and learned a lot about myself and others and possibilities. I like the Ashram and the programs are good for people who need guidance and have money, but I feel now, that the time for me there to do more programs is over and Sri Sri is not my Guru. He didn`t connect to me. I am also not that rich person who can do several times the programs and volunteer just like that for fun for a long time without money… No I believe this "Robin Hood" Organization is good & India need it, but it is not my way I have to walk. But I am very grateful I could make this experience, and still I will do my practice I learned and go and enjoy the Ashram, also when I got this new feeling for SriSri. Paramahamsa Yogananda is my Sadhguru for now, that I understood. But it can also change I feel, everything will come at its time at the right moment. That also I experianced and learned. His lectures are hard to understand for me. He is using very old english language and many difficult words. But he is real, the spirit is real, so I just follow my heard and trust that everything I do and and learn is for good. Also the lectures I got in AOL are guided by Paramahamsaji as I explained at the beginning in my blog, when I got to know that "the art of living" is a organization and not only one of his books. :o) Christmas & New year I went to Mysore. I visited Cem for 1 week and did some Ashtanga Yoga. Mysore is so beautiful, very good City! And so many international people are the. We had some rooftop parties and I met some new friends. Also I learned first time about alignment. I want to learn more now! Its so good to know the Asana pose correctly. I have a lot to learn! ^_^ I thank God so much that I can make all this experience now! That I got the change to grow and really learn… I hope I will become a good teacher and give all the knowledge further to others.
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