In 12 days is my flight to india and my new life will begin. But in the meantime I´ve been testet to be patient. The University didn't sent me until now the correct YIC certificate for my Student Visum and Jay and me are calling and also my friend Surendra is calling people there. I don't know what the problem is. I can only wait now. Maybe tomorrow they will send me the certificate and I can go to apply for Visa. Last weekend I thought I will celebrate my last halloweenparty in Berlin, but party is not anymore what it was some years back... So nothing much I will miss. Yesterday I was working the last day in the Cloie office and I teached them in photography and today my last Client Lan paid me for my last job. There was a lot of trouble with her in the last months, but I am happy that we came to an understanding and all is fine now. I will not leave Berlin with bad feelings. Surendra told me today something, what made me thinking about many things. People who come here to germany from india, he said, they want only to earn more money. And that's there attitude. Instead of getting to know other people they begin to make group with people they already now. It's true, I can see that here in Berlin. Turkish people are mostly with turkish people and indians with indians. There are rare exeptions to see. Maybe because some are only not interested so much in money, like my boyfriend, but that is maybe also why we found eachother, because I am also not seeking wealth and I am going to india because I want to know more about life and get teached about thousand years old wisdom. That is the opposite what people generally want. That is why he have no friends here he say. People are mostly selfish here and try to use something always for themself. ither that they will feel good or that they are not alone or for business purpose. When I think about my friends I must say he is not so wrong about it. But I don't like to be like that. Mostly people think that they will be happy with a good job and earning some good money. But that is an Illusion I believe, thats why I will do something different. I need to know more about our existence. Of course I hope also I will have a good life in india. But I am sure, that with a good intension, positive thinking and effort in learning, I will have my good life too. I am so happy I have Jay, who support me a lot and I am sure that I also will meet people who seeks the same. Thats great because I believe I could get also REAL friendship out of it. Fact is, our reality is the result about our action and what we think. It's not that easy, but we need to think more big.
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